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---i kno many who look like they have nothing to offer yet r very rich on either the inside or out!!! i agree as well that it takes nerve to ask a woman out---that being said allow me to slightly expound on the interaction.....what he said was not so much an invite for a date but an invite to....and ---i could smell him (not in the good way!?) ;) one word n it starts w y------and ends w ---ukky!!!
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today i was hit on by a man riding a bicycle---no helmet---no colorful little shirt and too-tight shorts---no snappy clip-on shoes or water bottle.....i am thinking this is his main form of transportation-----now i am not thinking i am too good for this person or any hoity-toity thoughts such as that but i am thinking??? now---hmmm---what if i said yes?????? WHAT would he do then???? |
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i just spent an evening "out" w a 5 year old and a 9---"almost 10 and then i'll b a pre-teen"---year old----and oh my god did we have fun!!! ice cream and chicken nuggets and merry-go-rounds------OH MY!!!! hahaha!!!!!---d |
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YUMMIE GOOP!!!
1 cup crunchy peanut butter 1 cup honey 3-4 scoops vanilla protein powder mix together add in Reese's Pieces & M&M's YUMMIE!!!!! adjust amounts for your taste---i use less honey and more peanutbutter and protein powder for a somewhat less sweet "goop" enjoy!!! much luv---d |
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ok---warning---do not read this stuff if u don't want to know me any better than a hott bod w a pretty face!!! haha!!! also please don't ever think i feel sorry for myself or want pity!!! no fkn way!!! i just share and wear my heart well really close to my sleeve because if u don't u will go numb then dead and miss out on so much in life and we only have this one moment as far as we know---so why waste it!!!! xoxo---d
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my body longs for a touch it was not to ever feel---
my mouth craves the kiss it never was to taste--- my heart beats a name it was never meant to know---- my soul aches for the gentle, calm comfort of one it did not believe existed--- until he did |
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--all i want is someone to lay around and cuddle w as we watch movies---to share a drink and a laugh w even if the laugh is on us!!! and the drink is soda!!! someone who cares for me as much in sweats and a ponytail as in a lace bra and thong w porn star barbie hair and makeup!!! someone that when we enter a room together isnt looking for someone better but looking and me and thinking "damn i am lucky!! it doesnt get any better!!" because that's how i look at him!!! and when we go home after an evening out there is always passion---whether it is lovemaking or a simple drunken kiss goodnight and holding one another in our sleep---someone who lets me be me and understands all sides of me---like facets of a diamond!!! w some flaws---because they are my diamond as well and i think they are precious despite their flaws---someone who doesn't need me to be complete but is a whole person all on their own and we simply add to one another and fill each other up until we are bursting at the seams!!! we add to one anothers happiness---someone who takes care of their physical prescence the way i care for myself---i don't expect perfection---there is no such being!!!--i have freckles and pale skin laugh lines and a dimple in my chin---far from perfect---i love football and junk food whenever possible!!! i am hyper and crazy at times and quiet and serious at others---i love animals---and little kids---sleeping in and staying up late---or sometimes the other way around---and oh yeah and i love pina coladas and getting caught in the rain---(ok if you dont get that go away!!! cause that's fkn fuuu--nnnyyy!!! lmao!!!) is this too much to ask??? to be given what i want to give??? job opening if you meet the above qualifications---applications available online!!!! ok---that last part was a funny---cause i am a funny bitch!!! lol---have a good one all---xoxo---d
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i hope no one ever takes my writings as negative---i am open and sharing and hope by sharing some of my life and experiences someone will realize they are not alone and we all share common human experiences!!! " i am what i am" (gotta luv that popeye!!!) ---no more no less--i am not ashamed nor afraid--and this is a good way to live life!!! as always---xoxo--d
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what a difference a few months in ones life can make and yet we seem to always return to a place we have been before.......
i was half dead inside---numb if you will---i didn't give a damn about myself and really thought i would never care again---i even blocked out friends and viewed most persons as..... well....nothing---i just didn't see them---it was easier than actually seeing and then having to feel something---so much easier to feel nothing than to deal with the pain-------- but that wasn't me---i just had to shut down to regain my strength---recharge my batteries if you will------ well the batteries are fully charged and I AM ALIVE and i am living---fearlessly---each day an attempt to get all i can from that day---and loving it no matter the outcome---"sometimes you get the bull and sometimes the bull gets you" and even though a real idiot i knew used to say this---well even idiots sometimes make sense!!!!!!! lmao---but i am a funny bitch!!!!!!!!! lots of love-happiness-freedom-and pleasure to all!!!!!! x0x0x0---d |
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Her wings are of gossamer. She will easily take flight with the wind if not handled with gentle ease and enticed to remain. She will escape and be gone forever with any ill attempt to capture Her. The existence of One with the strength to achieve this balance is questioned.
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She is a tiny happy little soul. She has beautiful little girl curls with bright blue eyes and just a few freckles dotting her nose. A grin spreads across her tiny face as She looks up at the most important man in her life. He scowls down at Her and demands to know "what in the hell are you doing?". She is using his tools to "fix" something as She has seen him do so many times before. She thought he would be proud. She tries to explain She is "helping" him but before She can finish She feels the slap across Her face where the smile of an innocent had been just moments before. The shining blue eyes now filled with tears and these same tears have blurred Her vision of Him....forever?......
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She is the light. Don't be afraid. Only a fool allows his fear to stop his happiness. You better love her. She is slipping away.
The Angel spreads her wings and lights up the whole wide world. She is preparing to fly. Everybody wants her and they reach out their arms for her---all except the arms into which she wants to fly. His arms are clenched to his body holding in the fear of light put inside his soul by the demon. Even in her abscence the demon continues to control his being and rob his soul of happiness and love. Her evil spirit has left him pathetic and empty. He avoids the light and surrounds himself with empty and shallow laughter. These human distractions do not shine and are void of the comfort he felt-- yet feared-- when in the prescence of Her glow. The Angel can no longer see His light She can not find the safety of His being that she once felt. Does he not know others have attempted to clip her wings and extinguish her light? Does he not know angels fear? He allows the demon to win and succumbs to his fear. He turns his back to the Angel. She is frightened and alone in the darkness without Him. Her head falls----but only for a moment-----then--- She turns Her eyes and chin upwards---spreads Her wings and SOARS! |
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so as i do my hours of cardio my minds runs like one of those little mice on a wheel at the pet store and just as one mouse gets off of the wheel another gets on and that is just like a woman's mind....so i am going to start writing about it because i am beginning to think that these may be the thoughts that stay in your brain and then one day---bammo!!! turn into a major aterial crisis and pow!!! u have an anuerysm---so i consider it preventative medicine to get these things out---sorry if u pop a vessel because of my randomness.....